The Blahs...

I think I have a really bad case of the blahs. I sit in this office all day long ALONE, not a single soul to speak to. It has really started to get to me. I feel like I'm in solitary in jail. It spills over into my home life too, I can't seem to shake the blahs even once I leave here. I need to find another job or something has to give.

Pray for me today, I am going to the dermatologist. I have a spot on my right eyebrow that has been there since 2006. It started as a scaly patch that would come off when I had my eyebrows waxed. It would grow back within days so I knew it was something that was not good. I noticed this weekend that it has started getting bigger. It now looks like a mole. I don't think that it is a good thing when stuff starts to grow on your face. So I am off to the dermo in about 20 minutes to see what it is. Hopefully the dr will say it's nothing and freeze it off or something.

Tomorrow night after work Michael and I are going to Dallas for the weekend. I'm so ready for this. We have NEVER spent the night alone out of town before. I think this will be a really wonderful thing for our marriage. Might put a little bit of the ole' spark back in it. We have really fallen prey to the hum drums of being married with 3 kids. It really scares me because we did not have the best beginnings. We love each other yeah but are we friends? That is not something I can answer honestly with a yes right now. So this weekend will be our test. I went on price line and got us a great deal for a hotel room for 2 nights. $150 bucks at Doubletree in Dallas for BOTH nights. How great is that??? We are meeting Bo and Heather Saturday night and going to the Improv at Addison to watch Jon Lovitz. I've never seen any of his comedy routines so I have no idea what to expect. Hopefully it will be good and really funny. I am ready to have a good time.

Everyone be safe and have a wonderful weekend!
TTYL

The Bergbowers!