Traumatic Monday

I am so stinking mad this morning!!

Kamdyn has been coming to work with me for the past 3 weeks. Why? because I am here all by myself everyday and to keep my sanity I have been bringing her. It is amazing how nice it is just to have another person in the office with me. She plays well, watches TV and takes a nap. She is just company for me so that I don't get spiral into a depression.

Friday T (my boss) calls and tells me that we are going to have a "visitor" here on Monday and to make sure that I don't bring Kamdyn to work, so I took her to daycare today. She cried, begged and pleaded to come to work with me. She BEGS me to come to work with me. We packed her a bag every day with toys and movies for her to watch while she was here. This morning she grabs her bag as we are walking out the door, I remind her that she has to go to school today, she cries. She tells me that she is not big enough for school yet, she has to come to work with me. I cry. I want her here with me but I have to be the grown up and tell her no, she has to go to school. I hate hurting her like that.
We get to school and since she has not been there in a while there is confusion on how much money we owe to them so I am stuck standing there. I can't even leave her and go (like pulling a band aid off) I have to hold her for 10 minutes while theses idiots take their time. I really did like her day care until today. She is obviously traumatized so I tell them, please just take my money, if I owe you more than that call me. I will bring it by but I have got to go. I don't care at this point that I am late for work or anything. I want to get the leaving over with. Kam is already clinging very tightly to me. So I leave her crying.

What happens when I get to work???? T sends me an email..."oh our meeting with the visitor has been canceled. I will keep you informed on what is going on."

I so want to send that b***h an email telling her exactly what I think of her.