Well my house is extremely quiet right now. Some would say, "isn't that really nice?" NO! See my ex and I don't have the best relationship, actually I don't like him at all. For the past 5 years he has done nothing but make my life a living hell. He married the most horrible woman in the world and let her run everything. She made all the decisions, called all the shots. She really wanted my kids and fought me tooth and nail for them. They called CPS on us, it really scared the kids when they came to the school to interview them. They said awful things about me, Kamdyn and my family to the kids. Thankfully they got divorced at the end of last year so I don't have to deal with her anymore but I still don't like my ex. He expects me to bend over backwards to accommodate him but won't bend even a little to help me out. He is nothing but a jerk but he is the father of 2 of my kids so I try to make the best of it. So because of all of the background we have I always dread my kids going with their father. If we had a decent relationship I would probably be happy for them to go but, since I have no idea what he exposes them to or who, I am not.
Sorry this is kinda dark and moody but that is how I am feeling today.
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